@Lyrikal Vixen

LONELINESS


AS  I  SIT ALONE ON THE SWING SET,
STARRING AT THE PEOPLE
WHO COULD BE MY FRIENDS.
SCARED TO SEE ME,
AS THE MONSTER IVE BECOME.
TRYING TO MAKE THEM STAY,
AS THEY RUN AWAY.
HOPING, PLEADING
THAT THEY WILL STAY, PLAY, AND LOVE ME.
I USE ALL MY STRENGTH TO HOLD THEM BACK,
THEY FIGHT AND I END UP HURTING THEM.
KICKING, SCREAMING ,
BLOOD IS EVERYWHERE.
MY VISION TURNS RED,
I SCREAM HOLDING ON .
MY TEDDY IS STARRING AT ME, MY ONLY FRIEND,
I COLLAPSE ON THE FLOOR.

LOVE N HATE


I LOVE YOU BUT I HATE YOU .
I LOVE TO HATE YOU BUT I HATE TO LOVE YOU.
THE HATE I FEEL IS TO COVER UP THE LOVE.
IF I HATE YOU THEN YOU WONT KNOW I LOVE YOU .
IF I LOVE YOU THEN YOU WONT KNOW I HATE YOU.
WHY CANT I LOVE TO LOVE YOU .
WHY CANT I HATE TO HATE YOU.
THERE’S NO LOVE WITH OUT HATE .
THERE’S NO HATE WITH OUT LOVE.
IF YOU DON’T LOVE YOU END UP HATING.
IF YOU DON’T HATE YOU END UP LOVING.
WHERE THERE’S LOVE THERE’S HATE.
WHERE THERE’S HATE THERE’S LOVE.
MAYBE YOU CAN HAVE A LITTLE HATE AND A LOT OF LOVE.
MAYBE YOU CAN HAVE A LITTLE LOVE AND A LOT OF HATE.
EITHER WAY YOU HAVE SOME LOVE, SOME HATE.
IS THERE A SUCH THING AS HATEFUL LOVE?
A SUCH THING AS LOVABLE HATE?
WHO KNOWS, WHO CARES?
I JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU BUT I HATE YOU .


LOVE


LOVE IS NOT JUST SOME 4 LETTER WORD
WHEN SOMEONE TELLS YOU THEY LOVE YOU IT’S COMING FROM THE HEART.
IT’S NOT LIKE YOUR SPECIAL,OR I CARE IT’S SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT .
IT’S THE HIGHEST LEVEL OF AFFECTION BEFORE YOU’RE CONSIDERED A STALKER.
LOVE IS WHAT WE SPEND OUR WHOLE LIFE SEARCHING FOR.
IT CANT BE EXPLAINED BUT ONLY DESCRIBED AS A STRONG FEELING.
ONCE YOU EXPERIENCE IT NOTHING COMES CLOSE.
 THE FIRST LOVE YOU EXPERIENCE IS THE  HARDEST ONE TO LOSE.
IF LOST PAIN IS THE NEXT EMOTION FELT.
  IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST IT THAN TO HAVE NEVER HAD IT AT ALL.
WHEN LOST IT IS HARD TO LET GO ,BUT SOMETIMES IT IS NECESSARY.
SO YOU DISCOVER ANOTHER FOUR LETTERED WORD:HATE, BUT THAT’S ANOTHER STORY……