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I can’t see em’ coming down my eyes so I gotta make this song cry,I cant see my eyes anything but dry so I gotta make this song cry.

Life as a kid wasn’t anything but ruff. Seeing mama in the kitchen snorting that stuff. She did what she had to keep us all off the streets. Sold herself to strangers just so we could eat. She held her head and swallowed her pride. Laid next to strangers for a place to sleep just for the night. Got into fist fights damn near every day. Because mama had sex and for that she got paid. Things got worst and mama got sick. After all the years of sucking that glass dick. Went to get help but never stuck to it. Had big dreams but never would pursue it. Nowhere to live and not a place to stay. In and out of shelters just going day to day.  Many mistakes made with no lessons learned at all. But I’d be damned if you’ll ever see a tear fall.

I can’t see em’ coming down my eyes so I gotta make this song cry,I cant see my eyes anything but dry so I gotta make this song cry.

As we got older we thought it would get better. Not knowing that was the drizzle of bad stormy weather. More kids, more drugs and more wrong decisions. The older we got the more we seemed to witness. Sum habits were given up for new ones to be gained. The parents smoking dope and the kids selling cocaine.  The bigger kids left but the younger ones stayed. Hoping that with time the bullshit would change. Future years brought improvement but struggles remained. So I put my shit on paper and let the pens tear ease my pain. I got on my knees, prayed with hands folded to the sky. Asking god to cancel his plans and keep my fam safe at night. Even with bad times lurking I refused to stop. And for the sake of the children I never let a tear drop.

I cant see em’ coming down my eyes so I gotta make this song cry,I cant see my eyes anything but dry so I gotta make this song cry.

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I’M OKAY

     

Sitting here starring at sad grey skies,

Never thinking that I would have to say goodbye.

U were my best friend so no one can ever take your place,

But I’ll never understand why god took you away.

My smile will never curl quite the same,

Till I’m up in heaven starring at your face

I cried many a nights & you’re still not here,

I thought it would get better with each tear.

But it never got better it just got worse,

Not even time could heal my hurt.

Walking around like shit don’t faze me,

Tryna act like they didn’t just take away my baby.

My memories store things I cannot replace,

But in my heart you hold such a special place.

Soon I’ll be able to get it altogether,

Cause after da rain it’s always rainbow weather.

Losing your love only made me stronger,

But I only wish you could have stayed a little while longer.

Swear you were only here a short amount of time,

And now I’m lucky enough to have you as an angel in the sky.

It makes me smile thinking how we use to act,

But some tears I shed cause I’ll never have that back.

 Know even though I cry I know you’re in a better place

I choose to carry on because you would have wanted it that way.

Tears fall but don’t worry I feel no pain.

Just waiting for the day I get to shoot the breeze wit you again.

I can’t quite put into words just what to say,

So I’m just writing to tell you………… I’m Okay.

STONE

this evenin
by Simon Stone

If I reach
If I approach
If I seek
what I need the most
If I speak
If I don't
If I am weak
I dream of being soaked 
there is only a garden
with me and you
dance to a romance tune
I enter your mind
as the sky darkens
what can I do?
make use of a lonely room
interlocked grind
when I arrive
When I touch
when I feel
I have waited so long
when I count 5
When I admit I want so much
when I reveal
passions song
this evening might I
this evening I must
this evening this time
this moment this night I
won't let go u can trust
your hand fits mine
interlocked grind
-stone
@DECATURSTONE